For the first time, I’m finding it difficult to write.
I don’t think there are words in the English dictionary to describe the magic I experienced during these past two weeks. See, I just used the word magic but it’s still not the right word to capture what I want to say.
But it was magical. A dream. A fantasy. Alice in Wonderland without the scary bits. Narnia without the killing or dying.
In fact, I don’t even know if I want to write about it. I am afraid it might lose its magic if I reduce it to words on a computer screen. I am afraid I might kill its purity by attaching it to adjectives. It’s like a special place that I can escape to whenever I want – a sanctuary for my head. I don’t know if I am ready to bring it out of my head and into the world.
And even if I did want to write about it, I still don’t know if I could find the words. How would I describe his soft blonde hair. Or those curious blue eyes and how they turned grey sometimes. Or that playful smile. Or how his eyes light up whenever he saw me. Or how adorable it was when he struggled to find the correct English word. Or how he hated it when I call him le mignon, which made him even more mignon.
Then, as if it’s not already difficult to write about him, I also have to find a way to relate this whole experience back to fries?! I’m completely at a lost for words and metaphors here!
BUT for the love of this blog, and for all my readers, I promise to try and put the words together and share my experience with you guys in the next post.
Come back here for more Fries and Men 😉
Sounds like you may have found your golden fry! Congrats- and good luck!
Thank you 🙂 although I am not sure if I’ve found it 🙂 it’s a little complicated (story of my life) but I will try to explain hopefully in the next post.. 🙂
part ii is up in case you’re interested 🙂
I know exactly what you mean. Exactly. That ‘something’ too sacred to try and put into words, for fear it will lose…….something. Something so beautiful inside your head that, if it came into the real world, it would seem different somehow. It’s indescribable, yet the most wonderful thing, like……something that just wells up inside of you every time you think about him.
I know exactly what you mean.
Wow! You took the words right out of my mouth!! I’m so glad someone understands this feeling 🙂
I keep re-reading this.. You really literally completely utterly spelled out my thoughts.. I am amazed in the best possible way. Thank YOU for sharing your thoughts!! 🙂
I do. I do understand, totally. And I am so glad that somebody else know what I’m talking about! And I am curious to see how the rest of your story turns out.
part ii is up in case you’re interested 🙂
its hard to write when you can’t find the words. you make it seem easy! Oh, and I like your blog.
It is hard but I want to try since words are the only way I can express my thoughts .. Hopefully I will be able to 🙂 and I’m glad you like my blog 🙂
Sounds like you are in love! Don’t ever give up on love! You’ll find Mr. Right, he’ll come to you 🙂
Aww thanks for the encouragement , King Isaac 🙂
“Never believed in love at first sight, till I saw” him… http://www.russellboyle.com/bliss.mp3
That’s beautiful 🙂
Sounds like you are in love, glad to know that golden fries always tastes good.
I am tempted to say this is a blessed dream. You’ve found a blonde barbie/ken. Keep it going. (:
I have to say it is a short-lived dream.. more updates later 🙂
Oh goose darn , well who wants go settlen for ken when they have fries (;
Heheh so true.. Check out part ii though.. Just posted 🙂
Oh goodness hell, what terrible grammar.. thanks mobile . Haha, I’ll be right on it ! (: